Quarrel.. Hurts alot...

getting scold by Baobei is a no joke thing..  Haha. Everything we will quarrel..  Abt flower..  Abt liyue..  Abt her ex..  No. We no trust all this..  But eventually we will be ok.  Lol.. Things that really hurt me is whereby the night on wed before I fly to Thailand on Thursday..  I tot I can send her home ...  Hugging her in my arms to sleep. To me jus hugging is more den enough.  Cause the sweetness can kill me le..  But her ex appereared that night taking her bag whole night... When I saw her walk out of Queens..  I'm really lost  I don't know what to do.. So I decided to follow up and give a last chance but I failed..  I saw her and vivi went up her ex car and I know I have lost.  I've lost the game totally..  There is so much I wanna tell u but there's nothing I can do when u are not beside me. U told me he's drunk and he is staying over her house..  U know what I feel..  I feel that hais..  No words can describe my feel.. The feeling is sucks.. But I know u still give me chance by asking me for lunch the next day which I really appreciated.. Thanks Baobei.
               Wif lots of love to xueting